Tuesday, October 28, 2003

1 thing I hate about this guy is his arrogance. Sheesh, I'm so unfortunate to have known this guy. He feels like he's very smart and others are not. Likes to make fun of me. Arg!!!@$$#ol* Next time you'll do that, tatarayan na kita. and get far away from you as much as possible. Mahawa pa ako sa kayabangan mo. I hope he'll never be my classmate again!
or am i being overly sensitve here? Argh!!!Nevermind.
Problems. Life wouldn't be the same without it. Without it, life will be a bore, no challenge at all. Would you still have life when you don't face any problems. Look at the dead, they have no problems. Problems are there to help us grow. They make us think of solutions. They help us to be creative. In business, problems are important. If the CEO doesn't have any problems in his company, would there be business? Will the company earn?No, because there's no business in the first place. No resposiblity at all. The CEO did nothing to make his company grow.
Problems can make or break you. If you don't want to find ways to solve it, or you think there's no solution for it, then sorry, you really won't be able to solve it. It's because you already gave up from the very start. A person cannot be labeled as strong if they're not encountered many problems. If a house did not encountered any strong winds, typhoons, or any calamities, would it be labeled as strong? How will you know how strong it is if it is not tested? Read the biographies of influential people, their life did not always sailed smoothly. Everyone started from hardship. People who are afraid to face problems are weak. They will never grow up.
Be challenged and face your problems.
I remembered a beautiful line from Memoirs of Geisha. Not the exact wordings but it goes like this:

There was a general who never lost in a game. He was reputed to be the man who never lost. When asked what is his secret, he replied: "I never defeated the man, but I defeated his confidence."

That is something.
I watched "A Beautiful Mind" yesterday. It is a great story. A really really smart but schizophrenic(sp?) guy who contributed a lot to our society. I was teary-eyed at the end of the movie. Just imagine the harships he has gone through. The society condemned him. The students mocked him. He only had his wife with him all the time. But at the end, he is respected, honored and recognized by the people for his work.

Friday, October 24, 2003

Current Mood: Fine

Ah, finally, Someone made my day. ^_^ My prof would probably excuse me from his class for the rest of the term! How's that for a happy thought! It's because I already took that subject from CKSC. All I have to do is show proof that I already took the subject and maybe take a comprehensive exam, then that's it! I'm free on Friday! ^_^
Being sensitive is very very bad for me.
Yesterday has passed and I only have today to live and the future to look forward to. I have to constantly remind myself not to look back that often.

Thursday, October 23, 2003

Current mood: depressed.

I don't feel like working on my project. ¬_¬ I don't feel at ease. I don't feel at home with my groupmates. One reason is that I don't know them personally. Another is I prefer to work alone. Can't think properly and can't do things right. What's wrong with me? Sometimes, I wonder if I'm doing the right thing. Sometimes, I think I should not be in school...

Today's bible verse for me
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding in all your ways, acknowledge him and he will make your path straight."
- (forgot where it is found in the bible)

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

I'm soo happy today!! weeeee! My prayers were answered. I knew it! Today is a great day for me.

Friday, October 10, 2003

I took a test.. ^_^ that would be my japanese name...hehe

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Thursday, October 09, 2003

(Sumarization the past few weeks...hehe)

Joined Friendster just last last week. I'm getting addicted to it. More so, I learned something from old/new friends.
Nothing much to do lately. I'm just in Divisoria hanging around. My aunt from China asked me to take care of her lingerie store for a week because a certain government agency is after them ( peeps from China who has business in Divisoria Mall), as usual, asking for "legal papers" ...in short, money...lagay...tsktsk. Poor Philippines. How will it improve if it is run by these kind of people.
Met some new friends....weeee. I'm glad to have the opportunity to meet them and spend time with them. One is fun to be with, the other is talented in drawing and sometimes, kulit...hehe